Saturday, March 17, 2012

A Hilarious DJ Entry - Beautiful Corpse and 47 Storey High Towels Structure

Dream Journal No. 13

I can't believe I have to be writing this in my current mood. I'm very disturbed now. And that explains number 13 dream journal? There were two lengthy dreams the night before, I shall try my best to remember now with my current state of mind.

My dreams were really amazing. I haven't been watching shows so I really wonder how I get all these dream ideas. :)

Dream 1: Beautiful Corpse


Someone discovered a beautiful corpse of a lady who has been dead for 33 years. Her corpse was found underwater. I can see her face in my dream and she looks beautiful, with no sign of decomposition.

One person tried to steal her corpse and he did something to it. The next scene when I get to see her again, she was only left with her head and she was awake. She started snapping with her teeth and chasing after the intruder who harmed her. Dogs or wolfs joined her in her chase and they managed to chase him all the way up a tree. They were jumping wildly under the tree.

They vanished but I was still in the same location. It seemed like a really quiet and dead forest, with barely surviving trees spread across a vast dark land. I had a game match with my close friend, Yuit Ping. At first the rules of the game was to occupy as much space as possible in a box-sized frame. Yuit Ping was using her hands but I felt so lazy that I used my feet instead. Then food started falling from nowhere and the rules changed to catching as many food as possible. One of the food I can remember is ice-cream. I was still using my feet.

I was trying my best to win the game. After the game ended, my friend won. I flew into a rage because it seemed we only had a small margin difference or I was the clear victor. I happened to have a plastic bottle on my hand and I threw it really hard on the ground. That didn't cease my anger so I picked it up again and threw it numerous times. *Pissed* :@

Dream 2: 47 Storey High Towels Structure


Haha. I guess just the thought of having to climb it would make one shiver. I was inside this massive structure made of towels. Seemed that it was made by someone I know and I joined the creator with a few other people to conquer the towels.


The interior of the structure looks like a tree house.

The first floor was the hardest to climb because the towels were not properly placed. There were gaps in between the towel stairs, especially so when we have to turn at the corner. The towels were placed as tiles like a cunning platform game so that means every step you take matters. I was helping the creator herself to climb up the towel stairs. I have a hunch that the creator might be my crush. ♥

The floors got easier as we climbed up but somewhere along the way, I figured the safest place is the supporting pillar in the middle. Ended up I was hugging the pillar as I climbed each floor because the towels seemed to be shaky. However as we progressed, there were lesser challenging tiles and the towels were laid flat and neatly. There seemed to be rooms on certain levels too.

When we reached the top, it was nicely furnished with sofas too. We were on the same floor as the highest floor of the building right next to us. That building was probably for rich people. Someone was commenting that the place we are at now is way better than theirs. There was even a toilet at the top floor and people were taking turns to enter the toilet.

However no matter how grand the place is, it is still made of towels. My 16 years old cousin decided to do something "funny" and he started shaking the sofa he was sitting on. We wobbled a little but the structure was still firm on its ground. Everyone was giving him the look telling him not to. Things happened in a flash as he shook the ground harder and we fell 47 storeys high back to the ground floor. I can feel myself falling down with nothing to cling on. Fortunately I don't feel pain in my dream. I was worried about people who were in the toilet though.

Somehow everyone were in mascot costumes and my youngest aunty came over and told me her wolverine costume broke due to the impact when we fell. Hers was the only one made of plastic, the rest were made of fabric. I guess things ended roughly around here. The dream was rather hilarious.

DJ You Have Been Revived - I DREAM OF MY CRUSH AGAIN

Dream Journal No. 12

It's been a while. Hi dream journal, how are you? :)

I'm so sorry for not posting for a long time. You have been missed but I can't get myself too engrossed into the dreamworld, especially not if I have real world things to fret about. But you know something? My crush has been appearing twice in a row in my dreams and that's the reason you've been revived! Mwuhaha!

Dreams are not written in any particular order.

Dream 1: "My Date With A Vampire" Casts VS Zombies


The dream started when I see one of the female protagonist being kidnapped by their enemy. The other protagonist was rendered helpless with the situation. She was probably the weaker one and had no abilities to fight back at all.

I followed the kidnapped protagonist till we were out of the house. The sun outside was warm. As I walked down the stairs, I noticed people walking around. I turned my head to find a zombie standing beside me and I was taken aback by surprise! This is the first time that I've dreamt of zombies. Despite his hideous features, it was fortunate that he was not attacking us. The zombies probably did not want to attract hatred or attention.

Then we were at a festival and things started getting really messy. One girl even dressed herself as a guard to survey the environments.

Dream 2: Leisure Time With My Crush


This is probably the happiest dream I had of her. To dream of her twice in a row, I guess I must be missing her much. Hopefully I would get to see her soon because I had invited her to my graduation show but she didn't give me a direct reply.

The dream started when I find myself sitting beside my crush. Students were joining the queue promptly as my crush was doing a headcount. I spotted some of my coursemates too. I was feeling too cheery to be involved in mundane activities like this.

To be honest the girl didn't really look like my crush, she looked much smaller and petite. But I recalled speaking Chinese to her and I never have such strong recall on speaking Chinese with anyone else. My vision tells me she's not but my brain tells me she is. Let's make this final. That Is Her.

I chatted with her first and we were conversing in Mandarin. I probably tease her once in a while because that's the usual thing I will do in real life. Then I started hugging her and I can feel my chin resting on her shoulders. She carried on with her headcount duties. Feeling ignored/bored, I got up again and took hold of her chin, refusing to let go of it.

Dream 3: Recurring Toilet Dreams

And I thought that's the last I would see of it...

The toilet dream is a little different this time though. As usual I was having a hard time finding the best cubicle to be in. The rest probably looked filthy or are squat toilet. I personally prefer toilet bowls. I didn't have that hard of a time shitting though.

The last cubicle I can remember myself being in was open-air. I was so busy chatting with my relatives that I totally forgot to wipe my butt when I wore my pants. Sadly I stain my undergarments and I felt so shy about it I had to enter another filthy cubicle to clean it. The cubicle's floor suddenly rose way above the ground and I can see my cousins over the wall who were outside of the cubicles.

They started chatting with me. We were on the topic of my 16 years old cousin's marriage. I was questioning him and giving him some doubts to ponder over. Probably I was a little envious that he is getting married soon too. After some "persuasion", he finally revealed that he's not that into the girl too. The girl is older than him.

Dream 4: Super Duper Telescope


A couple was in not so good terms with each other. The husband took flight to another planet with his mistress and that enraged his jealous wife. The jealous wife took out her secret weapon and that turned out to be her super duper long telescope. She pointed it at her husband's direction...



And I can see myself looking through the telescope too. Her husband and his mistress were having a whale of a time together, laughing happily on the bed.

Dream 5: Stickers With Wise Words

Biggest problem about this dream - I can't remember the words. I was holding on to a long piece of sticker paper with numerous stickers on it. Some were already peeled off from the paper. I have another almost identical sticker paper that has never been touched.

I was looking at them in a parade square. The shade from a building was shielding the sun for me. My mother was fussing around me about the words. I tried looking at the words. Although they made sense, they weren't exactly appealing to me. My second youngest cousin seemed to be there too.


I've always got problems spelling words I already know when I'm typing my dream journal. I wonder why..???

Friday, March 16, 2012

Bullet in Chest, Furious Photo-taking Sections

This will be the last of the last dream journal entries I'm importing over. From now on any dream journals that appear here will be freshly dream. My dream journals are kept for mainly three reasons, 1) Recording down memorable dreams especially when special people appear, 2) Have a better understanding of myself as I unlock what my unconscious is telling me, 3) Testing the power of my recall. :D

This is dated on 19th January 2012.


Bullet in Chest, Furious Photo-taking Sections

Dream Journal Entry No. 11

I wasn't intending to write a journal entry but I've told myself that I would record down every dream that Jolin appears in. Even if she appears for a brief moment or the dream is bad. She only came into my dream till the end when I refused to wake up.

Dream 1:

We were hiding in a shelter and the person whom I loved, and the person whom loved me were both there. I was a guy. Feeling exhausted about the situation, I shouted to the girl who loved me and asked her does she love me? She gave me a yes in reply with her actions and I went up to hug her and kiss her. It felt as though my months or years of loneliness was finally fulfilled as I hugged her in my embrace.

When we were out of the shelter, my girl was being attacked by the girl whom I loved as they drove a bus each. They were driving around and I took a long time chasing after my girl before she finally agreed to let me on the bus and take control of it. The bus had no shelter apparently.

While the bus was on the road, I had taken a few bullets shot by the girl whom I loved. One went into the front of my right chest, while another scrapped passed my face.

I was thinking of ways to get the bullet out when I find myself in a kitchen. There was a boy there and he was trying to prepare a dish for a little girl because she loved the chawanmushi he made. I saw him breaking the eggs into a bowl.

I was topless or partially topless as I looked for a tool to get my bullet out. Having a bullet in my body didn't feel good even though there was no extreme pain.



Dream 2:

I was in a big dark concert hall filled with people sitting in the seats. I was preparing to present on stage and I had my slides done. Suddenly there was a commotion when famous celebrities started entering. Their miniatures were displayed on a table and I was squeezing and making my way there.


Jolin Tsai and her nephew, Mento

Along the way I saw Jolin's back view as she carried her nephew and stood backfacing me behind a barrier. I took a photo of her and continued my way to the miniatures without taking further note of her any more. Only to realise much later that I have a photo of her and I wanted to share it online.


F.I.R., Taiwanese Band

I spent a long time at the miniatures, trying to take a clear view of F.I.R.'s miniatures without anyone in the background.

Afterwards we were preparing for presentation and my group members had done up their version of slides too. I was telling them that my slides had categorised certain things much clearer for the viewers' purposes. Their slides were talking about some chemical thing (I recalled seeing alcohol) and my slides were talking about how some paste was made and how to market them.

The main thing was my slides' content page contained self made Jolin banners. ♥


Ady An, Taiwanese Actress

Ady An appeared in my dream later and I recalled a post I made on weibo, China version of twitter, attracted her attention and she reposted it. I saw her in person too.

I was making awkward trips to see her. I was running up and down a narrow staircase shortcut filled with pots of flowers. The staircase was dimly lit and I tripped a few times. Somehow the staircase reminded me of a game scenario, either in RuneScape or in MapleStory. :D

Thursday, March 15, 2012

This Is About My Crush

Let's make the title obvious a little bit.

This dream journal is dated today. I dreamt of it before I woke up. No numbering is given to it since I have decided previously that I should stop focusing too much on my dreams as it draws me in to the dreamworld and neglecting the real world.

What a date to post this. My last dream journal stops at 9 and dream journal no. 10 so happens to be my first dream about my crush. So what other day is more splendid to dream about her again. I might do rapid posting on other days to hide these two posts.


The Dream:

I was trapped in a location and staying in there means either lifelong imprisonment or getting killed. We decided to risk our lives and try to escape from the area since it had been previously done by others. While escaping I probably got found out. And with that I was only given 7 days to live before I get killed.

My crush found out about it and she finally decided to accept me. She liked me too but something was stopping her in the past. I rushed to meet her and afterwards I was subconscious so I probably made up some details. :P

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I still recalled the first time I dreamt of her, I thought I was capable of getting over her since I've only met her a few times. But the dream left me puzzled over my emotions. And I even asked some unknown God (considering I have no religion) to give me a chance to meet her again. Little did I know the chance really came and I gathered up my courage like a man to confess.

Before I go on any further in details I think it is nice to do a self introduction.


So I guess I got my point across?

On the day I wanted to confess, things turned out very different from what I expected. No harsh feelings, no direct rejection and we got closer. Lawl. I wanted to make a cool ending by telling her that I like her but we got into a rapid conversation the moment we met. And it all happened because I was signalling my friend to go who accompanied me down to the location and left. She knows my friend too. And yes I know that made me look bad. I didn't know till she told me and she kept pointing it out. Carrot is hurt. Carrot is known to be nice how can someone say I'm bad other than myself???

I was super tired that day. And sad. And sick. That was the day of my final presentation and half an hour was spent with the lecturers reprimanding me. Before that I had been through numerous days and nights doing work, which is how I got sick. And stress. The lecturers were lecturing me because they found out our game was not programmed by me. I'll not go into further details till I get my result slip. They made me cried. But I didn't want to cry in front of them because it's not worth it so I controlled it till I left the class.

And that is how I got sad, tired and sick.

I couldn't even recalled that my friend was the one who told me he needed to leave that's why I signalled for him to go. I asked him to accompany me down because I was afraid I might just collapse halfway due to over exhaustion. Okay fine. Excuses. I'm bad. :3

And back to the rapid conversation I was having with my crush. Thanks to my friend who escorted me down because it is plain obvious as hell why a guy will treat a girl so nice. So my crush asked me and I told her. But I told her I didn't like guys and tell her to be careful. Somewhere when we were chatting I almost got a stroke when I heard something that sounded like she knows I like her. My eyes were wide opened and I told her straight that I really DO like her.

She didn't believed. And I got hit lightly for every time I told her I'm serious.

When I was out of energy to convince her, I did a facepalm and told her I was too tired to joke. It works. :D

And the confession happened within 10 - 15 minutes after we met. I had no idea why we had so much to chat. But that's a good sign. The rest of the one hour was spent with more chatting because I told her not to go. She had nothing on too and was waiting for her colleagues to be done. I'm done with school for that day and all I was doing then is to wait for my friend's presentation to be over. How many failed confessions resulted in an hour of chat? Best rejection ever. She didn't accept nor reject me. I was the one who helped her to phrase her rejection by telling her "I know you're straight."

Before I end about that day, I would like to thank my failed GIRO application. That's why I get to meet her again.

I asked my best friend who has the same horoscope as her a question. On what circumstances will she start revealing her personal details to a person she has only meet 2/3 times. She said if she feels comfortable about it. So yup, I got a feeling this is going to be good although constant worrying about it troubles me too.

I even when to a Buddhist temple with my best friend and we tried asking for a divination lot. I was afraid to try at first but I felt so awkward kneeling beside my best friend doing nothing. When I got my lot, I was pretty much in daze for the whole day because I didn't believe I will be that lucky. I got a good lot. :)

The First Appearance of My Crush, And Others

This is dated on 18th January 2012. This was under the memorable tag for obvious reasons.


The First Appearance of My Crush, And Others

Dream Journal Entry No. 10

I've passed the single digit number!

This journal entry consists of several important people to me. The first dream being exceptionally memorable since it's the first time I dreamt of my first crush. I didn't know she had a place in my unconscious to take up mostly a dream. Or maybe it's just because I saw her facebook post before I slept.


Dream 1:

My crush was my teacher and her class was the only lesson I had that day. Students were slow in filling up the classroom, just like any other typical day. She started the lesson while people were still walking around. When she finished her lecture, she looked at me while I was packing up to go and told me I still owed her three assignments right? I gave her an embarrassed and guilty look.

Then there was a test but I was not involved. It might be because I had finished it early. I sat beside her at either the back or front of the class and the class was silent. She started whispering to me and asking me about an effective way to teach Chinese. She's from Taiwan and Singaporean Chinese students cope with Chinese differently from them.

I whispered back and asked her how old were her students, and she replied they are in secondary 4 (16 years old). My mind started recalling several techniques my Chinese teacher used on us as well as what I did to improve my Chinese. My face was straight as I replied her back telling her the best way is to get them to read more, calling them to read aloud in class from their textbooks will be good too since it strengthens their words recognition.

The topic we were chatting on wasn't "interesting" and such, but now that I recalled back, I like the feeling that we are sitting side by side and chatting in a quiet environment, the soft breath of each other brushing pass the other's face and the gentle voice going into the head. Despite that, there was a fear of others hearing us/disturbing others that's why we were in whispers.

The lesson finally ended and I said I want to go to the washroom, she said she needed to go too so we went together. We were in different toilets though because each toilet only has one cubicle, but they are pretty close.

I saw her enter before I noticed a vacant toilet. I was taking pretty long because I was disposing off a pantyliner. When I stepped out of the toilet, I was surprised to see that she was actually waiting for me, although with a slightly displeased look. I didn't expect anyone to wait for me.

Now that I think back, this is probably the first toilet dream that I have no problems with. *Jumps for Joy*

We walked side by side into a lounge area, with sofas and chairs. There were others around. Everyone started chatting and all of a sudden, my crush had a nice make-up on, with her hair done and in a dress. I was telling her she looked beautiful. And she gave me a reply that said she acknowledged it.

As we leave, she wasn't nicely dressed anymore or her previous dressing was slightly messed up. I was afraid I might displease her in a certain manner but there I know in my heart that she wouldn't leave me because of a mistake I made. It also seemed that I had wanted to give her a little something.


Dream 2: (My best friend please read this, you're in the dream!!!)


Lobby of First World Hotel in Genting

My family was heading to Genting, Malaysia and I called my best friend along. Just as we were about to check in to the hotel, she hadn't arrive yet so I was in a frantic.

Her car finally drove in and she text me or called me to ask where was I. I was looking for her and when I spotted her, I stood from a distance as she looked all over for me. After a while, I decided to call out to her and we hurriedly followed the rest of the group.

We checked in to the room and the room consists of 2 -3 double decker beds. We were sharing the room with my mother and grandmother. The room was rather shabby.

At night just before we went to sleep, I noticed my grandmother lying on the sofa and making a bed out of it. There were enough beds to have one double decker bed to yourself. I recalled my best friend wasn't sharing the same double decker bed as me. During the night or near daybreak, I woke her up as I wasn't able to sleep.

I think I mentioned food or something as she gave me a sleepy and lazy posture.


Dream 3:


Cooking Guild, RuneScape

I was playing RuneScape. There seemed to be a task in RuneScape which was my final assignment before I graduate from polytechnic. I was walking around near Varrock and the Cooking Guild. There were three tasks to choose from. The instructor even gave me obvious hints on which is the easiest.

At first I was supposed to sort out some balls in three colours, red, blue and yellow and place them in a specific pattern. Then I was looking around for some things before I finished the pattern.

My mother was fussing over something during the dream, most probably about my final assignment.