Saturday, December 26, 2009

Christmas with Red Wine + Coke~ ^^

Probably the first time I actually drank quite a bit of wine. Haha!
Feels good to think and react slow.
Especially if I've got too many things to think about.





Plus the fact that our reactions were quite funny when we react too slow. LOLS. And then after that, we suddenly get "High!" again~

Anyway, this year Christmas gathering was very fun. Don't really feel that bored~

  • Had fun chatting with my cousins. (My oldest cousin's (I'm the 2nd oldest there...) 笑点很低,she easily laugh at seemingly not funny stuffs...) :)
  • Had fun singing karaoke. :)
  • Had fun playing poker cards. (But not gambling~ Though it requires fast reactions of tapping of cards which resulted in lots of hand injuries. LOLS.) :)
  • Had fun eating. :)

Friday, December 25, 2009

Heartbeat

For once, I feel that, I can really put what I made using Adobe Flash for "practical" use. :)

By the way, this is homework. No joke. :)
Except that I removed the buttons and actionscript so that it can be easier published on the net in gif format. :)


Just posted it at http://jolin.info for Jolin~ ^^

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

天晴了~ My Sky is Brighter~


Note to Self: My Clouds Background is brighter now.
From opacity 80-90% to 60%~ XD


After finally realising what my dream finally is.

绕了那么久,
原来我的梦想就是要在依林的身旁~

口说无凭,我一定要做些行动给大家看~

And after watching F.I.R.'s new MV "We Are".
迷了路 算不算 一种新的生活~

就算迷路又怎样,它也是生命的一个过程~



好像突然之间开窍了耶~ XD

音乐绝对有推动人的力量~
但是真正推动人的是,唱那首歌的人~

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

MSN new problem~


LOL! All my contacts gone~ HAHA!!!

I've really got nothing to say. :X
Perhaps I shall try restarting my lappy...

Saturday, December 19, 2009

People who require attention...

I came across a person on youtube just now when I was searching for F.I.R.'s new songs. That person provided download links for the songs. Thus I decided to go to that person's youtube channel page, followed by clicking on the blog link on that channel page.

Just when I was at that person's blog, I happened to glance at the chat box and realised that person apologising to other people for the upload link not working. Then out of a moment of curiosity after reading that person's self intro for the profile on blogger, I linked to that person other blog pages such as that person own personal blog as well as a blog which provided links for downloading dramas???


Okay, my point here is not trying to say it's illegal to download songs and drama, although it's really illegal to do so but how many people living on this surface of world cares anyway???



My point here is, just at that moment, when I was browsing through that person's blog, I was thinking that, this person really seemed to be lacking something in life, like perhaps people's attention. Maybe that person wants to be recognised and be appreciated for all that person's hard work.

I might not be right and I'm definitely not in the best position to say anything. But since I have a friend who happens to be like this, a friend who likes others thanking him and truly appreciating his help...

So I was thinking... Actually all of us wants to be notice in one way or another, like for me, I just want others to know my existence and not treat me as a transparent person, perhaps even treating me as someone special...


Anyway, if anyone realises that their friends are similar to that person whom I had described above, perhaps you can give that friend a little more acknowledgement, they will really appreciate it, although they might not say it...


I might be wrong though, perhaps that person provided so many download links just for fun, or to pass time, or to gain certain kinds of points, etc.

Friday, December 18, 2009

雨愛 Rainie Love - 楊丞琳 Rainie Yang

海派甜心片尾曲 - 雨愛
(Hi! My Sweetheart Ending Song - Rainie Love)



词(Lyrics) / Wonderful
曲(Song) / 金大洲

窗外的天氣
Chuang Wai De Tian Qi
The weather outside the window


就像是 你多變的表情
Jiu Xiang Shi Ni Duo Bian De Biao Qing
It's like your ever-changing expression

下雨了 雨陪我哭泣
Xia Yu Le Yu Pei Wo Ku Qi

It's raining, the rain is crying with me

看不清 我也不想看清
Kan Bu Qing Wo Ye Bu Xiang Kan Qing
I can't see clearly, I don't wish to see clearly either


離開你 我安静的抽離
Li Kai Ni Wo An Jing De Chou Li
Leaving you, I silently withdrew


不忍揭晓的劇情
Bu Ren Jie Xiao De Ju Qing
A scene that I can't bare to reveal


我的淚流在心里 學會放棄
Wo De Lei Liu Zai Xin Li Xue Hui Fang Qi

My tears flowed inside my heart as I learn to give up

聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰
Ting Yu De Sheng Yin Yi Di Di Qing Xi
Listen to the rain, each drop is clear and distinct


你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的愛里
Ni De Hu Xi Xiang Yu Di Shen Ru Wo De Ai Li
Your breathing penetrates into my love like the rain


真希望雨能下不停
Zhen Xi Wang Yu Neng Xia Bu Ting
I really hope this rain will never end


讓想念繼續 让愛變透明
Rang Xiang Nian Ji Xu Rang Ai Bian Tou Ming
Let this missing continue, let love be transparent


我愛上给我勇氣的 Rainie Love
Wo Ai Shang Gei Wo Yong Qi De Rainie Love
I fell in love with the Rainie Love that gives me courage


窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積
Chuang Wai De Yu Di Yi Di Di Lei Ji

The raindrops gathering outside the window are slowly accumulating

屋内的湿气像储存愛你的記憶
Wu Nei De Shi Qi Xiang Chu Cun Ai Ni De Ji Yi

The moisture in the house seems like it's preserving memories of my love for you

真希望雨能下不停
Zhen Xi Wang Yu Neng Xia Bu Ting

I really hope this rain will never end

雨愛的秘密 能一直延續
Yu Ai De Mi Mi Neng Yi Zhi Yan Xu
The secret of Rainie Love will be able to continue


我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗
Wo Xiang Xin Wo Jiang Hui Kan Dao Cai Hong De Mei Li
I believe I will get to see the beauty of the rainbow


冷冷的空氣
Leng Leng De Kong Qi
The bitter cold air

很窒息 我無法呼吸
Hen Zhi Xi Wo Wu Fa Hu Xi
Is very suffocating, I can't breathe

一萬顆 雨滴的距離
Yi Wan Ke Yu Di De Ju Li
Ten thousand raindrops of distance

很徹底 讓愛消失無息
Hen Che Di Rang Ai Xiao Shi Wu Xi
Let love vanishes thoroughly

離開你 我安静的抽離
Li Kai Ni Wo An Jing De Chou Li
Leaving you, I silently withdrew

不忍揭晓的劇情
Bu Ren Jie Xiao De Ju Qing
A scene that I can't bare to reveal

我的淚流在心里 學會放棄
Wo De Lei Liu Zai Xin Li Xue Hui Fang Qi
My tears flowed inside my heart as I learn to give up

聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰
Ting Yu De Sheng Yin Yi Di Di Qing Xi
Listen to the rain, each drop is clear and distinct

你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的愛里
Ni De Hu Xi Xiang Yu Di Shen Ru Wo De Ai Li
Your breathing penetrates into my love like the rain

真希望雨能下不停
Zhen Xi Wang Yu Neng Xia Bu Ting
I really hope this rain will never end

讓想念繼續 让愛變透明
Rang Xiang Nian Ji Xu Rang Ai Bian Tou Ming
Let this missing continue, let love be transparent

我愛上给我勇氣的 Rainie Love
Wo Ai Shang Gei Wo Yong Qi De Rainie Love
I fell in love with the Rainie Love that gives me courage

窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積
Chuang Wai De Yu Di Yi Di Di Lei Ji
The raindrops gathering outside the window are slowly accumulating

屋内的湿气像储存愛你的記憶
Wu Nei De Shi Qi Xiang Chu Cun Ai Ni De Ji Yi
The moisture in the house seems like it's preserving memories of my love for you

真希望雨能下不停
Zhen Xi Wang Yu Neng Xia Bu Ting
I really hope this rain will never end

雨愛的秘密 能一直延續
Yu Ai De Mi Mi Neng Yi Zhi Yan Xu
The secret of Rainie Love will be able to continue

我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗
Wo Xiang Xin Wo Jiang Hui Kan Dao Cai Hong De Mei Li
I believe I will get to see the beauty of the rainbow

屋内的湿气像储存愛你的記憶
Wu Nei De Shi Qi Xiang Chu Cun Ai Ni De Ji Yi

The moisture in the house seems like it's preserving memories of my love for you

真希望雨能下不停
Zhen Xi Wang Yu Neng Xia Bu Ting

I really hope this rain will never end

雨愛的秘密 能一直延續
Yu Ai De Mi Mi Neng Yi Zhi Yan Xu

The secret of Rainie Love will be able to continue

我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗
Wo Xiang Xin Wo Jiang Hui Kan Dao Cai Hong De Mei Li

I believe I will get to see the beauty of the rainbow



[歌词、歌曲都很美~ ^^]

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I've no idea what I'm thinking nowadays... ...

Basically...

My brain, mind, heart all went haywire. So much for trying out a new course in a totally new environment. =.=''' All I did was giving myself additional troubles that were already in my life. Well, at least I had just ONE lesser problem, for once in 4 years, I feel that I'm not invisible in class anymore.

Hard to be invisible when there's only like 7 girls out of about 60 people in my Year 1 course, and amazingly the girls are sitting in ONE island and I'm sitting at the back with the other guys -> Independent Red Dot. (I probably mentioned that a lot of times... :X)

Anyways, at least there was a bit of miracle, when I thought that I would no longer get noticed by the girls, one of them talked to me. :) Woots~~


Okay, anyway another problem arose... It probably will not be the cause of a problem for others but I've no idea why it had such a strong impact on ME. ME. :X

Due to the separation with Class 58, I went through a period of moodiness. Plus the fact that there will no longer be Zhenyi to entertain me in class. Lols. Never mind, anyways she is quite "famous" in my current class now because me & Zi He continuously mentioned her name and described her as an ultra blur person. Lols... >.>

And then there was this senior, she's exceptionally crazy, exceptionally good and willing to offer others help, exceptionally fun to irritate. :X And so I probably replaced Zhenyi with her without realising. But ah, this one is better, there is response when you irritate her unlike Zhenyi. Lols. :X

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Anyway, my point is. I really treated her as my real sister, so over reliance on her... >.> The minute you saw me disappear from my seat for quite some time, I'm definitely over at the year 2 class... >.<



And so I'm trying to find another person to rely on... By supporting another artist... ... Although I'm starting to feel guilty to Jolin all over again for being not totally loyal to her... :(


但是,我仍然相信最初的感觉始终是对的,
我可以把全世界都放弃,
但是不能放弃对依林的坚持,
因为我的执著依然执着。

But well, at least it cured my emoness...

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Some scenes from my memory got deleted away... For some reason...

I always thought that not a lot of people went to Jolin's Dancing Diva Autograph Session 2006 at Singapore, Marina Square. Until I saw a video on youtube just now...


Apparently there's quite a lot of people...

Now I seriously think that I had some serious memory recording data failure somewhere in my brain. Unless I'm so OBLIVIOUS to the surroundings because I was too focused on Jolin that I can't recall... Hmm...

Or I was wayyyyyyyyyyyy toooooooooooooo attttttttttttttt theeeeeeeeeeeeeeee backkkkkkkkkkkkkk (cause I wasn't that early and it's more spacious) that I only remembered the empty spaces around me? O.O

Perhaps I'm thinking too much, Jolin is definitely popular in Singapore, the number of people going to her autograph session can't be that pathetic. Her Butterfly, Jolin Autograph Sessions 2009 proved that. :)


Anyway, I had some kind of attachments with Marina Square ever since then I supposed. Probably it's the 1st ever Jolin autograph session that I FINALLY MANAGED TO GET HER SIGNATURE!!! After so many failed attempts... T.T

Thursday, December 3, 2009

I'm an ISFJ?

ISFJ is referred to as the Nurturers/Protectors/Guardians.

Wow, that seems like a very exaggerated title for me. But it seems true that I can tend to be very loyal if I decided to be. And I keep everything to myself, which is true too. How many of my friends actually know what I'm thinking deep inside my heart, unless I'm willing to tell them?

So that links back to why counselling wouldn't help me, because I wouldn't tell them what's my problem. Not that I don't want to, I can't. *Sigh* No wonder I get moody and emotional so easily... >.<

I seemed to be getting more and more interested in psychology. Maybe I can considered being one, since I go check the possible career paths for my personality, I can be a Counsellor, or I can go to the Business side, and the most amazing of all, I'm actually suited to be a Designer. XD