Monday, November 28, 2011

What Pokemon Am I?

I was randomly looking at facebook for pages to like because my sub account, which is my current active account, is too deprive of activities. And I happened to come across a Pokemon Event with the description, "For the month of December 2011, make your profile picture a Pokemon that represents you the most!"

So I was thinking what Pokemon am I?

I took a look at my Pokemon photos folder and found a bunch of Pikachu photos. "I couldn't possibly be a Pikachu," I thought.

So I randomly searched for a Pokemon Personality Test and clicked on the first link that appeared. What do you know? I got a Pikachu! It's a bit accurate, like all other typical personality tests, but Pikachu is still too cute to fit me. XP

I am a Pikachu!
I just find the image cute. :)

Sunday, November 27, 2011

檸檬草的味道 The Smell of Lemongrass – 蔡依林 Jolin Tsai


Song: 檸檬草的味道 The Smell of Lemongrass
Album: 城堡 Castle

他們猜我們後來有沒有再見
Ta men cai wo men hou lai you mei you zai jian
They are guessing if we ever meet again

離席了才會曉得懷念
Li xi le cai hui xiao de huai nian
Only learning how to reminisce after parting

突然我記起你的臉
Tu ran wo ji qi ni de lian
Suddenly, I recall your face

那觸動依然像昨天
Na chu dong yi ran xiang zuo tian
The emotions stirred like yesterday

對自己我終於也誠實了一點
Dui zi ji wo zhong yu ye cheng shi le yi dian
I am finally a little more honest to myself

是不是回憶就是淡淡檸檬草
Shi bu shi hui yi jiu shi dan dan ning meng cao
Maybe memories resemble the light scent of lemongrass

心酸裡又有芳香的味道
Xin suan li you you fang xiang de wei dao
A fragrance emits from the heartaches

曾以為你是全世界
Ceng yi wei ni shi quan shi jie
I used to believe you are my whole world

但那天已經好遙遠
Dan na tian yi jing hao yao yuan
But those days are now very distant

繞一圈
Rao yi quan
Make a turn

我才發現我有更遠地平線
Wo cai fa xian wo you geng yuan di ping xian
And I realised I have further horizons

我們都沒錯 只是不適合
Wo men dou mei cuo zhi shi bu shi he
We are both not at fault, just not suitable

我要的 我現在才懂得
Wo yao de wo xian zai cai dong de
I finally understood what I want

快樂是我的 不是你給的 
Kuai le shi wo de bu shi ni gei de
Happiness is mine, not given by you

寂寞要自己負責
Ji mo yao zi ji fu ze
Loneliness is my responsibility

畢竟用盡了力氣也未必如願
Bi jing yong jin le li qi ye wei bi ru yuan
After all, dreams might not come true after energies are exhausted

總是要過去以後才了解
Zong shi yao guo qu yi hou cai liao jie
Always failing to understand till things have gone

突然我記起你的臉
Tu ran wo ji qi ni de lian
Suddenly, I recall your face

愛不愛不過一念之間
Ai bu ai bu guo yi nian zhi jian
To love or not is just a difference in thoughts

繞一圈
Rao yi quan
Make a turn

今天的我能和昨天面對面
Jin tian de wo neng he zuo tian mian dui mian
Today, I am able to face myself from yesterday

我們都沒錯 只是不適合
Wo men dou mei cuo zhi shi bu shi he
We are both not at fault, just not suitable

親愛的 我當時不懂得
Qin ai de wo dang shi bu dong de
My Dear, I didn’t understand back then

選擇是我的 不是你給的
Xuan ze shi wo de bu shi ni gei de
The choice is mine, not given by you

明天自己負責
Ming tian zi ji fu ze
The future is my responsibility

給昨天的我一個擁抱
Gei zuo tian de wo yi ge yong bao
Give myself from yesterday a hug

曾經她不知如何是好
Ceng jing ta bu zhi ru he shi hao
She used to be helpless

若我們再見我會微笑
Ruo wo men zai jian wo hui wei xiao
If we meet again, I will give you a smile

謝謝你
Xie xie ni
Thank you

謝謝你
Xie xie ni
Thank you

我嚐過 愛的好
Wo chang guo ai de hao
I have experienced the best of love

我們都沒錯 只是不適合
Wo men dou mei cuo zhi shi bu shi he
We are both not at fault, just not suitable

我要的 我現在才懂得
Wo yao de wo xian zai cai dong de
I finally understood what I want

快樂是我的 不是你給的 
Kuai le shi wo de bu shi ni gei de
Happiness is mine, not given by you

寂寞要自己負責
Ji mo yao zi ji fu ze
Loneliness is my responsibility

我要的 我現在才懂得
Wo yao de wo xian zai cai dong de
I finally understood what I want

選擇是我的 不是你給的
Xuan ze shi wo de bu shi ni gei de
The choice is mine, not given by you

幸福要自己負責
Xing fu yao zi ji fu ze
My happiness is my responsibility

錯過的
Cuo guo de
For those you missed

請你把握
Qing ni ba wo
Please cherish it

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Not to love means to love

我沒好好解釋吧?

《不愛妳等於愛妳》 - 其實我也只領悟到一點,而那是在我比較“樂觀”的時候。

我覺得應該是把你對最愛的人的感情放下,但不是埋沒,因為對我而言埋沒是逃避。甚至把關於他/她的所有物品,特別是照片,或是能聯想到他/她的事物也收起來。你不介意把它燒了我也無所謂。不要再思念他/她,也不要再眷戀他/她。要是你真的放下他/她,你應該不會去想起他/她。

大聲地對自己說你不愛他/她。

如果你能每天看到他/她,那就別留意他/她,把他/她當成陌生人罷了。

你不會刻意去留意他/她的消息,也不會故意去想起他/她,但如果哪一天你知道他/她需要你,就出現在他/她的身邊吧。這就是我愛她的方式。


總得來說,我會把你的位子空著,但那位子永遠屬於你。
I will leave your seat empty, but that seat will always belong to you.

蔡依林、二林、三林、蔡二貨

前陣子蔡依林在微博問二貨是什麼意思?

二貨就是傻,蔡二貨。想忘掉妳卻竟然眷戀妳其他的性格。我太失敗了。電腦已經清空任何跟蔡依林有關的東西,為了表示我的堅決。但手機主題反反復復修改了很多次,沒有一個看得順眼。誰叫我那麼聽話,照著妳“大丈夫”的歌詞,《手機桌布只有我》。真的,整個主題都是妳,誰要跟我爭愛蔡依林比較深。

妳那麼傻、又那麼可愛。能忘掉認真工作的工作狂蔡依林、能忘掉氣勢不凡的公主、但忘不掉躲在著兩層后的蔡二貨。真正看到這層的妳要是還敢說妳耍大牌就真的該打。

但我決定繼續用著古靈的方法,有關妳的事物不要出現在我的視線范圍內。

如果沒必要,妳只會活在我的記憶裡。因為不愛妳等於愛妳,這是我愛妳和愛自己的最好方法。

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I Just Have a Sudden Realisation

I don't have to give Jolin up. I mean if I really give her up it's going to be really troublesome, *looks at all the stuffs in my cupboard*. Lazy.

What I should, is to give up my stupid social life. I just deactivated my facebook, and accidentally set my sub facebook email to my old facebook's email. And viola, I can't access my old facebook anymore, that's akin to deleting it.

I just mentioned giving up my social life? Well my sub facebook account consists mostly of friends and family members that I WILL meet in real life. It's for connecting friends, not senselessly adding friends. Although I still have this aching sensation because I can't access my old facebook anymore. Lols.

Let's hope this is not a passing statement.

I've moved all Jolin's and F.I.R.'s and other random artistes' photos to my HDD. From now on, I need to make a straight distinction between real life and social life. Seriously.

I Want to Give Up On My Idol

I've been posting a lot these days, because I've been thinking a lot. Not such a good thing though, at least not for me. Kinda feel that after all these years, I'm still alone. What I have been doing to fill that hole has been fruitless, instead I've been filling it up with arrows.

I'm not one that falls in love easily. Maybe I don't dare, maybe I'm too loyal, maybe I just haven't find the right one. The only "right ones" I've found are my idols. Been feeling quite terrible this month, and my friend was asking I seem to be eager to search for a soul-mate this week.

What do you want me to do? I don't even have a person to hug.

All I can do is hug some pillows and hope that the pain will go away. It goes away, after some time, and comes back again. And goes away and comes back again. But I think the pain last longer than my happiness. Happiness? Maybe I get some temporary painkillers by being around people, makes me think less though, since I'm concentrated with their voices, and most of the time, noise.

Have I been truly happy? Yes, why not? But when depression comes, it's like the world's going to end, it's like your death is looming near, the only problem is, you don't even know if death's going to cure any pain at all. Of course I'm not hoping that death will solve anything, I've been trying to get rid of my borderline disorder for some time, I got rid of it after looking at optimistic things for a long time. But maybe it's coming back. Or maybe just... Maybe banging my fist or head will feel much better than escaping.

Yes that's what I have been doing, escaping to forget. It's not the ultimate cure but the most efficient way to make your pain cease a little. And when it rebounds, I think it's going to hurt more. So back on to the topic, my love life. Nothing to say. Been single all my life. Heard people say Cancer's a romantic person, maybe that's why it hurts more. Probably there are people who like me, but I don't like them, as in even if I do, it might probably be because they are my friend and because they are treating me nice.

But I want the "You're the one" feeling. That's why I said I've only gotten it from idol so far. Maybe because they are more far-fetched that's why you can dream the impossible. But this relationship is ridiculous. You are head over heels over a person that barely knows your existence. What do I mean by barely? Well if you post on their social media sites frequent enough, they'll be bound to see you or even reply you if you get lucky. Or if you have been to their events, they'll be bound to see you as well, only problem is whether are they going to remember you.

So I love my idol, 8 years as of now. I'm not going to mention her name, but I translated her songs the most. And thanks to her, I've managed to struggle and gotten myself an A for Chinese twice, both for PSLE and "O" levels. She also made me realise how much I can love a person. And how stupid I am now. I can do anything I can for her, just like those people who are madly in love, the only problem is I don't even get to be near her. Well the most she comes Singapore once per two years, and we'll spend 5 days just camping outside her hotel and airport, only to see her for a few mere seconds.

Is it worth it? Yes. My answer today. Still yes. Why not? Anything I can do for her and myself for her to notice my existence. My mind's a complete whirl now, I can't formulate my posts properly. I can't see the head, I can't see the ending. I don't know what I'm doing. So at the end of the day, you realise you're just going to sink deeper in this one-sided relationship. You even make your ambition to work in a place that's somewhere nearer to her, or even live in her country.

Fans. We have a tough life.

I should just end things here. Make this 8 years long of affection die down. How long will I take? Another 8 years maybe? Maybe more, maybe less. I don't know. I've been living my life 8 years for her. What do I want to be? A composer, really? Is it because of her or because of yourself? Which horoscope do I like the best? Virgo, really? Is it because she is one or because you really look carefully into all Virgo's personalities? I suddenly take a liking to Hello Kitty, umad? Yes, definitely, all because of her.

Whose photos do you store the most in your computer? Hers. Over 1 thousand, all hers. Google homepage background is her, twitter background is her, weibo background is her, my whole handphone theme is her!!! My friend lists consist of her fans, even online friends that I met are her fans. I don't have a life, seriously.

I start twitter because of her, I start weibo because of her, I wanted to quit facebook but went back because of another Virgo singer. I think I even start blogging because of her. I started listening to pop songs because of her. I was yelling like mad to my mother because I want to go to her concert. My forum nickname is named after her. My cupboard is filled with her stuffs. Every corner is filled with her memories. Try not to think about her for 1 day, impossible.

Looks at twitter, there are her updates, looks at facebook, there are her updates, looks at weibo, she's everywhere. Give me a break already. She doesn't post on weibo for a few days, we go mad, fans go mad, I go mad with them. She doesn't compliment us instead she compliments another singer's fans, some was unhappy, some was sad, and I became agitated.

It's like my emotions are ruled by her. It's like my dreams are ruled by her. It's like, what do I even like? What do I want for a living? Where do I want to go after I retire? What's my favourite country? What kind of person do I really like? It's as though my idea of a perfect person is her, anything below her is not perfect. So how am I going to find a partner in my life? Never, because there isn't going to be anyone like her, unless I get to be with her, that will be impossible though.

It's like, now that I'm thinking. I don't understand her as much as she doesn't understand me. It's like I can't even stand her criticism nature in the first place how am I going to interact with her in the future even if I do have a chance. It's like, why am I trying to rhyme here?

I should just give up on her already. I have so much rants about her I feel so happy after saying it all out. And should just take her stuffs and throw them away or burn them, burn them to ashes. No wait I don't mean that, despite all her flaws as a caring idol, she puts effort in all her works. So I probably should just store them in the storeroom. So for any time I'm going to give her up, that will mean I'm going to give all the rest of my idols up.

So what's my interest going to be? I have some ideas about it though.

Living on a farmside, with a nice small cosy house. No animals around, I would like to live alone. Good to have some neighbours around though, but not too near, perhaps like some fields away.

And when there's a break in the afternoon, I will take a map and lie on the grass right outside my house and look at clouds floating pass the sky. Thoughts will go through my head, any thoughts but sad thoughts.

I'm probably not going to listen to any music other than the song of nature or classical music.


I have thoughts on being a nun or a taoist before, but my only burden is to put her down. Seems like there wouldn't be such problems in the future if I managed to give up on her. However, I don't want to gain realisation that way. It will probably be just trapping myself to think. I want to be free and away, away from the noisy city life.

I want when one day comes, my heart will no longer ache when I think of her, instead it will be filled with good memories and parts and parcels of life that leads me here today. I want when one day comes, when I hear her name again, she will just be another person to me.

I hate, I love her. I want to forget about her. Thanks for being there, now please leave my heart.

Upgrading to New Blogger Template

I was playing with blogger's new template and template designer, so if you've visited my blog just, my blog will be in weird shape, and constantly changing colours as though the template's animating. Lols.

I guess I'll will stick with the one I have now after editing it for the whole night. :)

However, there was something lacking, and it took me a while to realise that my customised cursor wasn't there because I applied a new template and edited from it. I've figured out how to put mouse cursor codes from: Here

The only problem, my hand cursor doesn't appear when I hover over links. I tried to find solutions but I have no idea what to do with the google results I found, so I'm just going to leave the mouse cursor as is.

To me, feedback is far more important than design. So if my readers can't tell the difference between a linked text/image and a normal one, I would rather leave the mouse as it is. Well it isn't that ugly... Is it? :/

Sunday, November 13, 2011

A Death and Telepathy with the Death

Omg! Weirdest dream ever. There are going to be a lot of "Wth" moments in this dream.

The dream started at my house. I was in the living room, at the dining table doing my work. My friend, let's call him KG, came and sat beside me. So KG was looking at what I was doing. After a while, he placed his arms on the table and leaned his head on his arms. Taking a nap perhaps?

Never did I expect that when I try to interact with KG again, he's dead. Breathless and lying peacefully at the table.

Then a crowd appeared, namely my family members. He was shifted to lie on the sofa afterwards. They were crowding around him, looking at him, I have no idea what they are doing with him but whatever it is, it seems that not many people are afraid of his dead body. KG is a pretty nice person in reality, just maybe a little eccentric at times.

The next thing I knew, my mother came and talked to me telling me that she had telepathy with him and he wants to speak with me. So I was guided out of the house door and to the corridors by my aunty, who came up with the telepathy method.

She started preparations, like oning the switch for the DVD player and the television. And afterwards putting a disc into the player (or did she even place a disc?). I recalled the disc and the cover was messily placed on top one and another and I was trying to get the cover off the place where the disc was supposed to be placed in the DVD player. And afterwards things happened quickly.

I was standing outside my house then, looking from the window into the house, at the sofa where KG was lying. My aunty placed my right hand on KG's forehead and I started to feel a little drowsy. The next thing I know, his eyes opened wide and I shut my eyes instantly, with a little fear in my heart. But the special feeling didn't continued when I shut my eyes and I could hear voices from outside saying "His eyes are opened, his eyes are opened!"

So I opened my eyes and his eyes stared back at mine, big and wide, and a little darkish that symbolizes he's already dead. Then I felt the magic working and I was knocked unconscious. I was expecting to see him in the dream. But something funny happened. I was looking at a game screen with 2 cute characters, one being me, the other being him. And we are playing a game together.

Running through obstacles, escaping from enemies and trying to reach the goal. I wasn't that good at it. But it was kind of a cherry theme. The dream ended when we lost the game.

I was back at the scene at the house. And afterwards they were discussing about his spirit would appear and others would get a shock. And I said KG is a nice guy so no worries there. The End.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Titanic


I've rewatched "Titanic" after more than a decade had passed. It still remains as one of the grandest movie in our century.

I've gained new insights, both about the movie and about life. Surprisingly, this movie was made as close to historical events as possible. In the past, I thought it took the gist of the historical event and rewrote a whole new story. However, our favourite characters in this movie, Rose & Jack Dawson, are fictional.

Of course it didn't came suddenly that I had the urge to watch it. My script-writing lecturer was using Titanic's script as an example last year. She showed us about half an hour to an hour of the 3 hours long movie. I wanted to watch the whole thing.

I must say the aftereffect of the movie was pretty bad. It creeps me out and I think I'm slightly traumatic. Like someone who was commenting about a video footage of the real Titanic shipwreck deep under the sea "To me, this is creepy to watch. I feel like I'm drowning."

I believe most people are like me, upon seeing the ship sinking, you're thinking of possible ways of staying alive, together with the characters in the movie.

The sailors of Titanic are absolutely professional; more would have died without their help. They could have survived on their own but I believed many died while saving others. If for just a moment human's selfishness prevails, many many more passengers would have died. I could be wrong though, because that's what I got from the movie.


And to add on, I'll be going on a cruise trip next month, so after watching "Titanic"...



Before I talk about the sinking aspect of "Titanic", let's talk about the amazing things that were made to make this movie a legend.

1. Miniatures & Life Size Models


I don't know about you guys but I find it very amazing. With the computer technology back then, many things could be hard to achieve. And to add in to the realism, a combination of miniatures, life size models, and computer effects were put in together. And they shuffled between several techniques so that the overall appearance would appear more lifelike.

And I have been through it, I know how hard it is to make a good miniature without driving one nuts. So imagine the passion they had.

2. The Research



I recalled a scene detailing how exactly Titanic was when it was sinking. And there were non-fictional characters in the movie too, like the Captain and the Carpenter. The most surprising thing was the actors looked almost like those characters.

3. Last but not least, the whole movie crew.

That's needless to elaborate.


What I like best

Titanic's Grand Staircase

Such fine craftsmanship can hardly be seen today. It sure looks Grand, definitely fitting for the "first class".


What I find interesting



1. People Falling
It can be seen at the end of the above video clip. When Titanic was nearing its end of submerging into the depths of the sea, it became vertical. People who were at the edge of the ship were slightly luckier.

However for people who were clinging on any thing that they could see, it was quite bad when people on the top fell on them, causing them to lose their grip and eventually falling into the sea below.

I don't know whether I should be laughing or what. Cause I was imagining someone would probably be cursing as they had found the perfect balance, only to be strike down by a force that fell from the skies.

2. The Father
When Titanic is nearing its end, some people could be seen praying near a Father. His hand had gone all red from the grasps of other's hands.

I had no idea they are praying to live or praying for a painless death. If they want to live, the least they could do is to get up and go to a more favourable position like Rose & Jack. If they are praying for a painless death then god bless them. It's not like there's nothing much they can do now.


What I might do if I were on-board


I personally think Jack's idea of staying on-board for as long as possible was splendid. It didn't occurred to me that the longer one's body is spent in the waters, the faster one will die. Because our body temperature loses heat much faster in water than on air.

However if I were them, I would probably get off the ship before it's totally sucked inside by the sea. To avoid the pressure from the sucking so it's easier to stay on the surface of the water. Jack also found a broken wooden door for Rose to stay afloat, it might be a good idea if he gets something to stay afloat too, and they might have survived together.

So what will I do if I'm on-board? Get onto the boat or cling onto one. At least the chances of survival is much higher, even if it means dropping into the sea first.


New Insights

I recalled the movie mentioning 3 famous people. One being Picasso, second being Freud and third being Monte if I didn't remember wrongly. Picasso and Monte were artists, Freud is a psychologist / psychiatrist. I would have miss Freud's name if I didn't read about his works before.

My mother mentioned she brought me to watch the movie when I was young. I couldn't remember and I doubt I enjoyed it. A 3 hours long romance and tragic movie is definitely not appealing to a young kid, unless it's a 3 hours long cartoon.

But now that I'm much older, I could feel the pain of swimming in the ice cold water, the panic of one's life ending soon, the luxury of the ship... So at the end of the day I would like to make a conclusion, there's nothing that's unsinkable. And I wouldn't want to watch this movie again because I don't want to go through the trauma twice.

"Titanic" felt like a thriller to me after watching it. And I had a mixture of feelings so complex I couldn't describe what I was feeling anymore. As I was cowering under my blanket yesterday, the ship sinking images flashed through my mind and for a moment I was thinking how my death would be like.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

玩愛之徒 Love Player - 蔡依林 Jolin Tsai


Song: Love Player ( 玩愛之徒 Wan Ai Zhi Tu )

Album: Myself

你好朋友界限太難以理解
Ni Hao Peng You Jie Xian Tai Nan Yi Li Jie
(Your definition on friends is too hard to understand)

曖昧該一槍擊碎
Ai Mei Gai Yi Qiang Ji Sui
(This ambiguity should be smashed into pieces by a gunshot)

刪除關於愛情所有的依戀
Shan Chu Guan Yu Ai Qing Suo You De Yi Lian
(Deleting away all attachment regarding love)

是否可免於流言
Shi Fou Ke Mian Yu Liu Yan
(Is it able to spare one from rumours)

你說的一切 最美的謊言
Ni Shuo De Yi Qie Zui Mei De Huang Yan
(Whatever you’ve said is the most beautifully told lie)

別再拿出來表演
Bie Zai Na Chu Lai Biao Yan
(Stop taking it out and performing it)

我的逞強不理別人說的一切
Wo De Cheng Qiang Bu Li Bie Ren Shuo De Yi Qie
(It’s my toughness to ignore all others had said)

為愛出現的盲點
Wei Ai Chu Xian De Mang Dian
(A blind spot that appears because of love)

我要 平凡的依賴
Wo Yao Ping Fan De Yi Lai
(I want an ordinary reliance)

我要 誠實的相對
Wo Yao Cheng Shi De Xiang Dui
(I want an honest approach)

我要 你不面對
Wo Yao Ni Bu Mian Dui
(Whatever I want, you don’t face it)

你要 變裝千百變
Ni Yao Bian Zhuang Qian Bai Bian
(You want to change dressings a thousand or hundred times)

你要 玩愛多一天
Ni Yao Wan Ai Duo Yi Tian
(You want to play with love for a day more)

你要 我不奉陪
Ni Yao Wo Bu Feng Pei
(Whatever you want, I don’t comply)

I Know I I Know I

愛沒有眷戀
Ai Mei You Juan Lian
(There is no attachment for love)

I Know I I Know I

不會再有眼淚
Bu Hui Zai You Yan Lei
(There wouldn’t be any more tears)

Just Say No 不值得再涉險
Just Say No Bu Zhi De Zai She Xian
(Just say no, it’s not worth to take another risk)

不想再自我催眠
Bu Xiang Zai Zi Wo Cui Mian
(I don’t wish to hypothesise myself any further)

小心幸福覆蓋背叛表面
Xiao Xin Xing Fu Fu Gai Bei Pan Biao Mian
(Be wary that happiness covers up betrayal’s appearance)

玩愛之徒別眷戀
Wan Ai Zhi Tu Bie Juan Lian
(Love player shouldn’t have any attachments)

我要 平凡的依賴
Wo Yao Ping Fan De Yi Lai
(I want an ordinary reliance)

我要 誠實的相對
Wo Yao Cheng Shi De Xiang Dui
(I want an honest approach)

我要 你不面對
Wo Yao Ni Bu Mian Dui
(Whatever I want, you don’t face it)

你要 變裝千百變
Ni Yao Bian Zhuang Qian Bai Bian
(You want to change dressings a thousand or hundred times)

你要 玩愛多一天
Ni Yao Wan Ai Duo Yi Tian
(You want to play with love for a day more)

你要 我不奉陪
Ni Yao Wo Bu Feng Pei
(Whatever you want, I don’t comply)

I Know I I Know I

愛沒有眷戀
Ai Mei You Juan Lian
(There is no attachment for love)

I Know I I Know I

不會再有眼淚
Bu Hui Zai You Yan Lei
(There wouldn’t be any more tears)

過了明天
Guo Le Ming Tian
(After tomorrow)

I Know I

愛就是絕對
Ai Jiu Shi Jue Dui
(Love should be absolute)

Leave Me Now

要說的堅決
Yao Shuo De Jian Jue
(The resolution of saying it)

No No 誰懂愛
No No Shui Dong Ai
(No no, who understands love)

No No 誰要愛
No No Shui Yao Ai
(No no, who wants love)

No No 誰眷戀
No No Shui Juan Lian
(No no, who’s still having attachments)

No No 不懂愛
No No Bu Dong Ai
(No no, don’t understand love)

No No 不要愛
No No Bu Yao Ai
(No no, don’t want love)

No No 別眷戀
No No Bie Juan Lian
(No no, stop having attachments)

I Know I I Know I

愛沒有眷戀
Ai Mei You Juan Lian
(There is no attachment for love)

I Know I I Know I

不會再有眼淚
Bu Hui Zai You Yan Lei
(There wouldn’t be any more tears)

過了明天
Guo Le Ming Tian
(After tomorrow)

誰懂愛
Shui Dong Ai
(Who understands love)

誰要愛
Shui Yao Ai
(Who wants love)

誰眷戀
Shui Juan Lian
(Who’s still having attachments)

過了明天
Guo Le Ming Tian
(After tomorrow)

不懂愛
Bu Dong Ai
(Don’t understand love)

不要愛
Bu Yao Ai
(Don’t want love)

別眷戀
Bie Juan Lian
(Stop having attachments)

過了明天
Guo Le Ming Tian
(After tomorrow)

Just Say No

Friday, November 4, 2011

RuneScape Halloween 2011

RuneScape Halloween Event is usually memorable to me, however this year's only memorable thing was the massive headache I got when I was trying to solve the 3 puzzles + quiz.

To add on, I wasn't feeling very well either. I recalled one of last year's puzzle, "Green Lights, Red Lights" being very fun. Although it took us quite some time to realise what exactly was going on.

However, I'm quite satisfied with this year's event rewards, specifically, a mask, a necklace and a shirt.



To start off, you head to the Clan Camp right outside of Faladour (you need to walk a certain distance after reaching the Clan Camp though) and speak to Frank. So after getting your necklace, or otherwise known as the Deathcon Lanyard, you are granted access to their Citadel, which is the event location.


First puzzle is the easiest of all, upon teleporting to the Citadel, search for the first NPC whom you can speak to. That will be "Beauty", a statue. You're supposed to select the right statues for each of the Clan's members and place them at their rightful positions at the entrance.



This is roughly what you'll get if you're heading towards the right direction. No clues given for this round, it's too easy. :P


I wasn't exactly born with good direction sense, so after clearing the first puzzle, I was supposed to go to "The Keep" for my second puzzle. However, I searched high and low for "The Keep", reading every noticeboard that comes my way but nothing was found.

In the end, I looked at a walkthrough video on youtube to find the location.

The best part was I have been to that building for a couple of times.


So "The Senate" is the first floor of the building, and "The Keep" is the second floor of that building. And I thought each building was supposed to have their own unique name. Why don't you tell me at the very beginning that I was supposed to go to the 2nd floor of "The Senate"???

Erm yah, those are stairs. Not very obvious I must say, I've missed it a couple of times because the chairs were more eye-catching if you refer to the previous screenshot.


So... Time for some...

And they showed you a skull of doom.

The rules are easy to get, I just need some trial and error...

And I guess I'm halfway done, anyone can guess what this is?

A Pumpkin! Pretty impressive I must say!

That's what you call "Pixel Art", although clicking the tiles one by one is rather tedious.


Last but not least, the chicken fireworks puzzle. Just head up the ladders once more from "The Keep" and you'll be on the roof.

Frank preferred to call the chicken "Horses" though. It's some experimental chickens that went wrong. It's made up of 4 different coloured chickens that were trapped in time, and fusing to form one unique chicken. I'm not sure whether am I making sense here.

This is what you'll see.

You're stuck with a chicken with no other clues given, not even a rulebook, and the only thing you can do is random clicking.

So here's a partial solution for one of the fireworks.


Yellow circles are Horses and the fireworks respectively, red lines are the L-shape pattern that Horses move in because nobody taught the chicken to move in a straight line!

The spot that Horses is standing at is initially another firework and I was down to the last one at that time. If any time you are stuck when doing that puzzle, my suggestion is to leave that area (the fireworks you have already set will be gone, no worries of it reappearing again) and re-enter it.

The last solution to all your troubles is to follow RuneScape wiki: http://runescape.wikia.com/wiki/Halloween_2011


Down to the last one.

After you're done with everything, you're not exactly done yet. There's still a trivia for you from an NPC called "Fame" and you'll be rewarded with the Mask.

Fame is located inside "The Theater", the location of "The Theater" is on the roof, the same location where Frank and Horses are located at. If you look at your mini-map carefully, you'll see a door which leads to a room.

I'm not exactly a fan of the quiz, I did attempt it but not thoroughly. If you're up for some roaming, why not? If you just want to get it done and over with, head to the RuneScape wiki again: http://runescape.wikia.com/wiki/Runefest_puzzle_book

It keeps a sane man sane.


I haven't mention what I like most about this year Halloween Event yet.

The Punch!

Okay enough of joking around, let's head back to Death and grab your reward. His tent is guarded by his undead puppy, you can't miss him.

A pat on your shoulder for a job well done.

Oh wait, a new emote, let me try it out!


And an epic battle between me and Death begins!


Before Deathcon II

After DeathCon II



The End. ☺

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Mine Mine - 周杰倫 Jay Chou

I think I really love this song a lot.

詞 Lyrics: 周杰倫Jay Chou
曲 Melody: 周杰倫Jay Chou

沒有你的生活 我開始寫小說
Mei You Ni De Sheng Huo Wo Kai Shi Xie Xiao Shuo
(Life without you, I started to write a novel)

好多畫面好多靈感 我要把稿費都給你
Hao Duo Hua Mian Hao Duo Ling Gan Wo Yao Ba Gao Fei Dou Gei Ni
(Lots of images lots of inspiration, I want to give all the remuneration to you)

巷口不小心經過 你的車子依舊停在紅線
Xiang Kou Bu Xiao Xin Jing Guo Ni De Che Zi Yi Jiu Ting Zai Hong Xian
(Passed by the alley unintentionally, your car is parked on the red line as usual)

幫你繳罰單 你叫我別管
Bang Ni Jiao Fa Dan Ni Jiao Wo Bie Guan
(Helped you to pay the fines, you tell me not to bother)

我才想到我們已經分開
Wo Cai Xiang Dao Wo Men Yi Jing Fen Kai
(It suddenly occurred to me that we have already split)

想起那一個夏天 那不是那不是那是冬天
Xiang Qi Na Yi Ge Xia Tian Na Bu Shi Na Bu Shi Na Shi Dong Tian
(Thinking about that summer, that is not that is not that is winter)

想起你生氣的臉 每天就像冬天 
Xiang Qi Ni Sheng Qi De Lian Mei Tian Jiu Xiang Dong Tian
(Thinking about your angry face, every day is just like winter)

唉唉唉 你說那是愛愛愛
Ai Ai Ai Ni Shuo Na Shi Ai Ai Ai
(Alas alas alas, you said that is love love love)

誰該堅強起來 月亮還是太陽
Shui Gai Jian Qiang Qi Lai Yue Liang Hai Shi Tai Yang
(Who should toughen up, the moon or the sun)

是誰遮了誰 是誰都會依賴
Shi Shui Zhe Le Shui Shi Shui Dou Hui Yi Lai
(Who covered up whom, anybody will be reliant)

你說已分開 為什麼還要幫你撐傘
Ni Shuo Yi Fen Kai Wei Shen Me Hai Yao Bang Ni Cheng San
(You said since we have already split, why I am still helping you to hold the umbrella)

Cuz baby you are mine mine Mine X5

Mine mine Mine X5

太快 就承認 我真的很想你
Tai Kuai Jiu Cheng Ren Wo Zhen De Hen Xiang Ni
(Too fast, admitting that, I am missing you a lot)

會不會沒有男子氣概
Hui Bu Hui Mei You Nan Zi Qi Gai
(Is that too unmanly like)

You say bye-bye Bye X5

Oh bye-bye Bye X5

拆開 我的心隨你看 滿滿的都是愛
Chai Kan Wo De Xin Sui Ni Kan Man Man De Dou Shi Ai
(Tear open, my heart is free for you to see, it is filled to the brim with love)

我的眼皮跳一下 代表你在想我
Wo De Yan Pi Tiao Yi Xia Dai Biao Ni Zai Xiang Wo
(My eyelid jumped once, means that you are thinking of me)

我的耳朵癢一下 代表你在講我壞話
Wo De Er Duo Yang Yi Xia Dai Biao Ni Zai Jiang Wo Huai Hua
(My ear tickled once, means that you are speaking ill of me)

我沒這麼不好吧 不用跟朋友說吧
Wo Mei Zhe Me Bu Hao Ba Bu Yong Gen Peng You Shuo Ba
(I shouldn’t be that bad, you don’t really need to go and tell your friends)

如果以後和好了 看到你朋友不是很尷尬
Ru Guo Yi Hou He Hao Le Kan Dao Ni Peng You Bu Shi Hen Gan Ga
(If we patched up in the future, wouldn’t it be awkward when you see your friends again)

想起那一個夏天 那不是那不是那是冬天
Xiang Qi Na Yi Ge Xia Tian Na Bu Shi Na Bu Shi Na Shi Dong Tian
(Thinking about that summer, that is not that is not that is winter)

想起你生氣的臉 每天就像冬天 
Xiang Qi Ni Sheng Qi De Lian Mei Tian Jiu Xiang Dong Tian
(Thinking about your angry face, every day is just like winter)

唉唉唉 你說那是愛愛愛
Ai Ai Ai Ni Shuo Na Shi Ai Ai Ai
(Alas alas alas, you said that is love love love)

騙誰 我說的氣話都收回
Pian Shui Wo Shuo De Qi Hua Dou Shou Hui
(Who’ll be bluffed, all the words that I said in a moment of fury let it be taken back)

我寫的小說 根本是空白黑夜
Wo Xie De Xiao Shuo Gen Ben Shi Kong Bai Hei Ye
(The novel that I had written, is merely blank and filled with darkness)

你說既然已分開 為何還要幫你撐傘
Ni Shuo Ji Ran Yi Fen Kai Wei He Hai Yao Bang Ni Cheng San
(You said since we have already split, why do I still want to help you hold the umbrella)

嘜嘜 你嘜擱嘜擱偷偷離開
Mai Mai Li Mai Gou Mai Gou Tao Tao Li Kui
(Don’t don’t, you don’t again don’t again leave secretly)

嘜嘜 你嘜擱嘜擱偷偷離開
Mai Mai Li Mai Gou Mai Gou Tao Tao Li Kui
(Don’t don’t, you don’t again don’t again leave secretly)

嘜驚 我不會放你一人治那
Mai Kia Wo Bu Hui Pang Li Ji Lang Di Ya
(Don’t be afraid, I will not put you alone here)

你想祙有人靠有人會疼
Li Xiu Bai Wu Lang Kou Wu Lang Ei Tia
(You wish to have someone to rely on, someone to love you)

嘜吶 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
Mei Na Li Hor Sua Hor Sua Ka Gin Ta Kui
(Don’t stay, faster open up your umbrella umbrella)

嘜吶 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
Mei Na Li Hor Sua Hor Sua Ka Gin Ta Kui
(Don’t stay, faster open up your umbrella umbrella)

嘜鬧 落大雨你淋雨我艱苦
Mai Nao Lor Tua Hor Li Urh Hor Wa Gang Kor
(Don’t make a fuss, it’s raining heavily, if you go under the rain, I will feel hurt)

落大雨我沒你會艱苦
Lor Tua Hor Wa Bo Li Ei Gang Kor
(It’s raining heavily, without you, I will be hurt)

Cuz baby you are mine mine Mine X5

Mine mine Mine X5

太快 就承認 我真的很想你
Tai Kuai Jiu Cheng Ren Wo Zhen De Hen Xiang Ni
(Too fast, admitting that, I am missing you a lot)

會不會沒有男子氣概
Hui Bu Hui Mei You Nan Zi Qi Gai
(Is that too unmanly like)

You say

嘜吶 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
Mei Na Li Hor Sua Hor Sua Ka Gin Ta Kui
(Don’t stay, faster open up your umbrella umbrella)

嘜吶 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
Mei Na Li Hor Sua Hor Sua Ka Gin Ta Kui
(Don’t stay, faster open up your umbrella umbrella)

嘜鬧 落大雨你淋雨我艱苦
Mai Nao Lor Tua Hor Li Urh Hor Wa Gang Kor
(Don’t make a fuss, it’s raining heavily, if you go under the rain, I will feel hurt)

落大雨我沒你會艱苦
Lor Tua Hor Wa Bo Li Ei Gang Kor
(It’s raining heavily, without you, I will be hurt)

會艱苦 X5
Ei Gang Kor
(Will be hurt)


PS: The part with Minnan lyrics might not be accurately translated, pin yin for that part are based on Minnan too, so the pinyin might look awkward.