Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Internet is EVIL

I think over usage of internet is finally taking a toll on me. All the madness in closing and opening tabs. Looking and re-looking at the same stuffs over and over again. It has taken me 7 years to finally realise it's bad. It is evil, brutally evil.

And I think THAT might be worsening my OCD. Like it is not bad enough on its own. The fast paced internet makes me ever so unsure of what I am typing.

Carrot needs a break from technology.

Carrot wanted to type "Carrot needs a break from life" but no, no sadist thoughts. Life is good as it is. The humans and technology made it not. :P

Saturday, March 10, 2012


This is serious, this is bad. I used to think little of it till I realise it's controlling my thoughts too. And my thoughts are telling me to do something I don't want to, but because my thoughts are telling me to do it it becomes a need.

This is a bad platform to say everything out without being judged so I wouldn't say it. But I have typed all I wanted for the moment somewhere else and hopefully I can do something about my obsessive-compulsive disorder which had worsen probably from the trauma of my course. I have not been so unsure of myself for a really long time.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Gravity Duck

Gravity Duck 1

I'm a fan of Gravity Duck (almost wanted to type Angry Duck). And I like the first version so much I've completed the game roughly 5 times. Well maybe that's not a lot but the levels are fixed.

In fact I still have the application on my Chrome because I feel the re-playability value is still there although I've cleared it more than once. When I clicked on it recently, I realised there's GRAVITY DUCK 2.

I was so happy and I immediately when to play it.

However... The game is bad. If I am going to be a critic, the game is terrible. It doesn't feel like Gravity Duck any more. It feels like another typical gravity game. To put it plainly, it has lost the essence that made it so fun. The challenge. The innovative items. The only item I like in Gravity Duck 2 is the dog. The rest is just... Speechless.

Therefore, "Gravity Duck 2: The Dumb Version"

Sorry to the creators who made it. I know how hard it is to make game. But if it can't be enjoyed, we should let the first stay triumphant in history forever and not let the second ruined everything for it.

The Last of School For Now

Feeling a little restless and tired today. It was the first since the start of my infinite school holidays as I had submitted the last of my assignments.

If nothing stupid happens, I'll be graduating successfully.

As of now, I have no plans to go to University yet.

*Looks at unpleasant cumulative GPA*

The only thing I'm proud of is I look good in my graduation booklet. Like a cute guy. :P Haha. And that was when I realised I am androgynous, not a butch as one ignorant person was saying. That bear-sheep mutant I met in a chatroom. Being androgynous is my gift, not a skill that can be picked up. :)

I woke up feeling drained today.

My grandma asked me was I lacking sleep because I looked tired. I said no. I just woke up in a very bad state. Suddenly feel it's very tiring to love. Liking is fine. Liking is the happiest stage. But when it comes to love and nothing happens although you want something to happen... Will the story continues or end before it even starts?